My story

On the outside I'm friendly and outspoken, on the inside I'm afraid and closed. I've been hurt so many times in my life I'm afraid to trust. I have so much inside I have not let out because of fear that I will still be rejected.

I used to look at other people and belittle myself because they seemed to have worst problems then I did. I used to be afraid to even be sad. I felt ashamed because everyone always told me I had everything, when others had almost nothing.

I tired making my problems bigger so that someone would finally give me the time of the day.
Look where that got me.
I did not like to be in the spot light but I hated being rejected.

21 years later and I'm finally allowing myself to let things go. I let fears and bondage go years ago but now I'm letting myself trust people.
I'm going to trust people to know who I was because that's not who I am.
I'm letting people see who I was because that's what has helped me become who I am.

I'm not that lonely troubled teen. I'm not lost or insecure anymore.
I have grown stronger, I have tougher skin and I'm ready to help others get past their insecurities.

Will you listen to my story? I Want to relate to people because we all struggle with similar things.

"God show us how to work though our problems together because binding ourselves together through you, we will find your peace and your freedom."