What makes me weird

I find myself surrounded by what i call "weird people" very often. My mom says its because I think everyone is weird. However my dad says by calling someone weird actually means we are simply lacking a adjective for that person. Whatever the case is I do believe everyone has there weird moments, some more than most I might add. I decided I wanted to know what mine are.
Here are a few of what I have been told makes me weird. If you have any please help me add to the list.


1. I Sit Indian style when I sit.
(I catch myself trying to in a dress)
2. I don't usually drive with shoes.
3. I drive with one foot folded on the seat
4. I mix ranch with ketchup to eat my fries.
5. I am in fact a vegetarian
6. As of recently I started eating sausage but only for a certain place.
7. I have a "morning voice"
8. I am reserved but also social
9. I say certain words funny. . Like feel or kill, steal, (mostly with the double e sound.)
10. And also I say milk as if there was a e instead of a I.
11. I am afraid of grasshoppers.
12. When I am woken up only one eye opens till the other adjust.


Help me add more if you will.
:)

Happy ever after?

As I walked out of the movies I began to think about happy endings. Everyone craves a happy ending no matter how different they all look.
"The gray" is a suspenseful movie and It kept us all on the edge of our seats and some such as myself covering our eyes. If you haven't seen it I'm sorry but the ending was horrible. What I mean by that is the fact that we all want a hero, a completion to a story, a life saved, a love rejuvenated, or a lost rescued. In reality life isn't as simple, it isn't always happy. Not to burst bubbles here but the happy ending we all want takes work. The guys in the movie had to put all their differences a side to fight to survive. They had to learn to work together and find something worth living for.
After the movie the lady sitting next to me looked at me and said "all that for nothing?" She was upset as almost all of us were that the movie didn't end with music and Dancing that lives were saved.


There is a reason most all kid movies have a happy ending. We strive to show kids a fairy tale in order to boost their ambitions, to give them hope. Even when we think we are all grown up that kid inside us all wants the happy ending. Yet it is how we work toward it, how we strive to be happy and how dedicated we are yet realistic.

Let's not live life and at the end tell ourself "all that for nothing?" Strive to love, strive to be happy and strive to have a happy ending. Let us come together as a body of Christ and lean on each other to survive.

Happiness.

Happiness is not a hard thing to achieve.
It does not take a large amount of money to have. It is not something you have to be given.
Don't let anyone neglect you from being happy. Happiness should come natural. You do not have to read a book on how to be come happy.

You should wake up in the morning and realize that Happiness is a choice. You can wake up and put everything out in front of you and learn to still be happy.

Happiness is a decision not a mood.

"Some cause happiness wherever they go; others whenever they go." Oscar Wilde.

Trust.

I posted last time about my neighbor well here is the update.
He ended up yelling threats through the walls and when I passed him he gave me a look of pure evil. I could feel evil when I passes by him. I was frightened, scared as a little kid afraid of a monster under their bed. So we talked to the office and they got the man evicted. Not just because of me but because it so happened that his window was open and they would hear him yelling racial slurs and other terrible things. He is completely crazy, when asked to leave he didn't protest. He was said to have had nothing in his apartment anyways. The office told me to stay somewhere else or the night which turned to a couple days.

I began hunting for an apartment because I was scared and didn't wanna live there. I came across many obstacles and I felt defeated and sadden.
My boyfriend helped me realize that I only have 4 more months so the wise thing is to just finish the lease. Anywhere else I would go I would have to pay money and sign a whole new lease. While I am still terrified some time I realize something far more important. I need to stop putting my fear in man and give my faith to God.
I am afraid of what man will do to be instead of relying on my heavenly father for protection. I am allowing my fear to overcome my faith.

I am trusting and seeking God for guidance and protection.
This has been a hard lesson but I will never forget it.

My crazy neighbor

For about two weeks now my neighbor next door to me has been yelling constantly.
He recently just moved in and ever since then he yells all day long.
I'm not sure if he is psychotic or he is just angry.
I hear what seems like conversations going on but no one is there, maybe it's a battle or cuss words to himself. I finally told the office and they told him to keep it down but he hasn't stopped.
He knew we were behind the office complaint and threatened us. Maybe the threat is nothing more than an anger issue but I would rather not find out.
Psalm 56:11 "in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"

I'll admit I'm still a little bit scared.