Trust.

I posted last time about my neighbor well here is the update.
He ended up yelling threats through the walls and when I passed him he gave me a look of pure evil. I could feel evil when I passes by him. I was frightened, scared as a little kid afraid of a monster under their bed. So we talked to the office and they got the man evicted. Not just because of me but because it so happened that his window was open and they would hear him yelling racial slurs and other terrible things. He is completely crazy, when asked to leave he didn't protest. He was said to have had nothing in his apartment anyways. The office told me to stay somewhere else or the night which turned to a couple days.

I began hunting for an apartment because I was scared and didn't wanna live there. I came across many obstacles and I felt defeated and sadden.
My boyfriend helped me realize that I only have 4 more months so the wise thing is to just finish the lease. Anywhere else I would go I would have to pay money and sign a whole new lease. While I am still terrified some time I realize something far more important. I need to stop putting my fear in man and give my faith to God.
I am afraid of what man will do to be instead of relying on my heavenly father for protection. I am allowing my fear to overcome my faith.

I am trusting and seeking God for guidance and protection.
This has been a hard lesson but I will never forget it.